rest in peace david micheal paige.
3/17/93-12/3/08.
it's been a year, and i still can't find the words to say when this comes up.
david, i miss you so much. too much for words to describe. i don't understand what happened to you. you were always the light of the group. you were the joker, the one who always made everyone else laugh and feel better. you were the sweetest guy ever, and you were always so selfless. after sam's death you kept brianna and i going. you refused to let us give up, but you let us breakdown. you were there to comfort us, as we were you. i never felt closer to you two that day i came down there and we all just cried together. i hate that, but it's true. david, i forgive you. your note made me cry, and i don't mean that in a bad way. i can't imagine you thinking i'd hold a grudge against you for what you did.
david, i love you & i miss you.
i know that given the chance i'd bring you back in a second, but i can't help to feel like you're happier now. you're at peace, and that's all i want. i hope wherever you are you're happy and that you know there are so many people down here who love you.
i hated watching you deteriorate. you started losing your light. you'd never leave your house, never call anymore, or never hold a conversation when i called. you and brianna fell apart, and in turn so did what was left of our group.
that day when i heard what had happened i felt so lost, so alone. bri was there of course, but she was falling apart herself. it was like my heart just dropped out of my chest, and shattered on the ground. but, enough on the bad.
i still remember the day i met all of you, on the playground. &how we all became best friends instantly. &as the years came and went we were still close even though we all did hit some rather large bumps. our blood runs through each others veins, always.
i love you and miss you, and one day i'll see you again.
rest in peace, best friends forever.
♥
3/17/93-12/3/08.
it's been a year, and i still can't find the words to say when this comes up.
david, i miss you so much. too much for words to describe. i don't understand what happened to you. you were always the light of the group. you were the joker, the one who always made everyone else laugh and feel better. you were the sweetest guy ever, and you were always so selfless. after sam's death you kept brianna and i going. you refused to let us give up, but you let us breakdown. you were there to comfort us, as we were you. i never felt closer to you two that day i came down there and we all just cried together. i hate that, but it's true. david, i forgive you. your note made me cry, and i don't mean that in a bad way. i can't imagine you thinking i'd hold a grudge against you for what you did.
david, i love you & i miss you.
i know that given the chance i'd bring you back in a second, but i can't help to feel like you're happier now. you're at peace, and that's all i want. i hope wherever you are you're happy and that you know there are so many people down here who love you.
i hated watching you deteriorate. you started losing your light. you'd never leave your house, never call anymore, or never hold a conversation when i called. you and brianna fell apart, and in turn so did what was left of our group.
that day when i heard what had happened i felt so lost, so alone. bri was there of course, but she was falling apart herself. it was like my heart just dropped out of my chest, and shattered on the ground. but, enough on the bad.
i still remember the day i met all of you, on the playground. &how we all became best friends instantly. &as the years came and went we were still close even though we all did hit some rather large bumps. our blood runs through each others veins, always.
i love you and miss you, and one day i'll see you again.
rest in peace, best friends forever.
♥
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