i've been so bipolar lately.
i can't stand it, up & down all the time.
&you're right, i'm not myself. because who i am wouldn't deal with it.
... so why am i?
-i know you're lying to me, i just can't call you out on it.
why are you so different from everyone else?
it angers me.
-i can't stand not knowing if you're okay.
i feel my mind slipping out of my grasp. it's so scary.
i've completely given myself up. i don't control anything anymore.
i can only react.
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